Where did i go wrong?

Where did i go wrong? 
At which lanes of life? 
On which lawns of eternity? 
From where did i go astray? 
From the dreams of my gods
Defying the hopes of my loved ones
Why did i dissociate my identity? 
Why did i allow myself to vapourise and
fly up above in air? 
Why did i pluralize my singleton identity? 
yet i simper in front of my mirror
yet i resuscitate and love life with bliss.